Spending a week at home was refreshing. I did minimal amounts of school work which was great! Until Sunday night and I realized that I had no idea what I was teaching the next day. But I'm such a fabulous teacher that I walked in Monday morning and taught the whole day with no catastrophes. ;)
After a crazy week preparing for conferences and meeting with all of my fabulous parents, I was finally able to breath a little bit and enjoy a Friday with friends.We played some competitive games, enjoyed snacks and had a good time.
This weekend I spent about 5 hours at school on Saturday and 2 today in the hopes that I can enjoy my Easter break and maybe read a book just for fun (GASP!).
Even through all of the chaos, God has been able to tug at my heart and teach me. The scripture that keeps on reoccurring is from Luke 21:1-4. It is the story of the widows offering.
1 As Jesus looked up, he saw the rich putting their gifts into the temple treasury. 2 He also saw a poor widow put in two very small copper coins. 3 “Truly I tell you,” he said, “this poor widow has put in more than all the others. 4 All these people gave their gifts out of their wealth; but she out of her poverty put in all she had to live on.”
I keep hearing..."it's not about how much you give, it's about how much you have left." Wow. I realized how easy it is to avoid the poverty around me. I can simply live in my world of comfort with my own car, laptop, tv, and a fridge full of food. With each commercial, I realize how much I don't have. (or so I think) But in all reality, there are people that will go to bed hungry tonight. Families will go to bed tonight with no idea if there will be food tomorrow. But I think that I can't give any money because, I don't have a lot. It's true, I don't have a lot of money. There are days when I'm not sure if all of the bills will get payed. But then I remember the times I went out to eat, that new shirt I bought, the extra groceries I just purchased and God shows me how selfish I am. I know that God desires for us to take care of the widows and the orphans and I also realize that looks different for every person. But the reality is, sometimes that turns into an excuse doesn't it? We say, well it looks different for everyone... true. But shouldn't it look like something in your life? Shouldn't your life look different as you understand the command to go and make disciples?
So, I open my eyes to see the world around me. God help me love people the way you love them.
Sometimes there is just so much clutter in our lives, so much extra junk that we get too distracted to see that God is trying to teach us something. I hope that you can take some time to do a little Spring cleaning! Make room to hear God's voice in your own life.
I had the same realization today! I thought about Maslow's theory of needs and how blessed I really am when so many others go without the basic needs needs of food or protection.
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